The tears are auto\u00adma\u00adtic. They drip down the cheeks, dam\u00adpen books, key\u00adboards, din\u00adner plates, post\u00adcards, stee\u00adring wheels. I don\u2019t weep from sor\u00adrow. I weep as a symp\u00adtom. I don\u2019t want to cry, but I do because of a medi\u00adcine. It is as if my body weeps on its own behalf.<\/p>\n
My body has rea\u00adson to weep \u2013 more rea\u00adson than I do \u2013 but there are times I join my tears in their crying, adding to the tears of side effet<\/em> the tears of cause<\/em>. Disease has bul\u00adlied me into Cartesianism, but the mixed tears undo divi\u00adsion through liquification.<\/p>\n Can the tears of sad\u00adness, once shed, be extrac\u00adted from the gene\u00adral waters ? I said, some\u00adthing else, \u00ab it is a mecha\u00adni\u00adcal pro\u00adblem and not a meta\u00adbo\u00adlic one. \u00bb I said to one friend, about the loss of ano\u00adther : I miss this per\u00adson more than I will miss [the impor\u00adtant body parts I will miss]. I inten\u00added this to be dra\u00adma\u00adtic but of course it was mat\u00adter of fact : of course the loss of a friend is worse than losing organs, limbs, or skin.<\/em><\/p>\n Can any par\u00adti\u00adcu\u00adlar loss be extrac\u00adted from the gene\u00adral sor\u00adrow ? All of the losing (of body parts, capa\u00adci\u00adties, people or rela\u00adtions bet\u00adween them) com\u00adpounds now into one elixir of loss, fumy and irre\u00advo\u00adcable. It\u2019s as if in all its crying my body know some\u00adthing about sor\u00adrow that I refuse.<\/p>\n The only thing sad\u00adder than exis\u00adting is not exis\u00adting, any\u00adway, and eve\u00adryone should have known alrea\u00addy how impos\u00adsi\u00adbly sad exis\u00adting is. I\u2019d say \u00ab all that can go wrong \u00bb but the sad\u00adness of exis\u00adting isn\u2019t any\u00adthing gone wrong about it, only what is defi\u00adni\u00adtio\u00adnal : first we exist, then we don\u2019t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" The tears are auto\u00adma\u00adtic. They drip down the cheeks, dam\u00adpen books, key\u00adboards, din\u00adner plates, post\u00adcards, stee\u00adring wheels. I don\u2019t weep from sor\u00adrow. I weep as a symp\u00adtom. I don\u2019t want to cry, but I do because of a medi\u00adcine. It is as if my body weeps on its own behalf. My body has rea\u00adson to [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"quote","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[2456,2458,2454,2455,2457,2461,2460,2462,2463,2464],"class_list":["post-12843","post","type-post","status-publish","format-quote","hentry","category-non-classe","tag-american","tag-anglais","tag-boyer","tag-english","tag-etats-unis","tag-lames","tag-pleurer","tag-pleurs","tag-poetry","tag-sanglots","post_format-post-format-quote"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12843","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=12843"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12843\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=12843"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=12843"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=12843"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}