Ita sar\u00adci\u00adna sae\u00adcu\u00adli, velut som\u00adno asso\u00adlet, dul\u00adci\u00adter pre\u00adme\u00adbar ; et cogi\u00adta\u00adtiones, qui\u00adbus medi\u00adta\u00adbar in te, similes erant cona\u00adti\u00adbus exper\u00adgis\u00adci volen\u00adtium, qui tamen super\u00ada\u00adti sopo\u00adris alti\u00adtu\u00addine remer\u00adgun\u00adtur. et sicut nemo est, qui dor\u00admire sem\u00adper velit, omniumque sano iudi\u00adcio vigi\u00adlare praes\u00adtat, dif\u00adfert tamen ple\u00adrumque homo som\u00adnum excu\u00adtere, cum gra\u00advis tor\u00adpor in mem\u00adbris est, eumque iam dis\u00adpli\u00adcen\u00adtem car\u00adpit liben\u00adtius, quam\u00advis sur\u00adgen\u00addi tem\u00adpus adve\u00adne\u00adrit : ita cer\u00adtum habe\u00adbam, esse melius, tuae cari\u00adta\u00adti me dedere, quam meae cupi\u00addi\u00adta\u00adti cedere ; sed illud pla\u00adce\u00adbat et vin\u00adce\u00adbat, hoc libe\u00adbat et vin\u00adcie\u00adbat. non enim erat quod tibi respon\u00adde\u00adrem dicen\u00adti mihi : Surge qui dor\u00admis, et exsurge a mor\u00adtuis, et inlu\u00admi\u00adna\u00adbit te Christus ; et undique osten\u00adden\u00adti vera te dicere, non erat omni\u00adno, quid respon\u00adde\u00adrem veri\u00adtate convic\u00adtus, nisi tan\u00adtum ver\u00adba len\u00adta et som\u00adno\u00adlen\u00adta : modo, ecce modo sine pau\u00adlu\u00adlum. sed modo et modo non habe\u00adbat modum et sine pau\u00adlu\u00adlum in lon\u00adgum ibat. frus\u00adtra conde\u00adlec\u00adta\u00adba\u00adtur legi tuae secun\u00addum inter\u00adio\u00adrem homi\u00adnem, cum alia lex in mem\u00adbris meis repu\u00adgna\u00adret legi men\u00adtis meae, et cap\u00adti\u00advum me duce\u00adret in lege pec\u00adca\u00adti, quae in mem\u00adbris meis erat. lex enim pec\u00adca\u00adti est vio\u00adlen\u00adtia consue\u00adtu\u00addi\u00adnis, qua tra\u00adhi\u00adtur et tene\u00adtur etiam invi\u00adtus ani\u00admus, eo meri\u00adto, quo in eam volens inlabitur.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

Le doux poids du monde m\u2019accablait, comme cela nous arrive sou\u00advent dans le som\u00admeil. Je pen\u00adsais \u00e0 Toi, je r\u00eavais de Toi comme quelqu\u2019un qui se d\u00e9bat dans son som\u00admeil en vou\u00adlant se r\u00e9veiller, sans pou\u00advoir \u00e9mer\u00adger, et qui replonge dans les pro\u00adfon\u00addeurs de l\u2019endormissement. Personne ne veut dor\u00admir tou\u00adjours. Tout homme sen\u00ads\u00e9 pr\u00e9\u00adf\u00e8re l\u2019\u00e9tat de veille. Mais d\u2019ordinaire, il tarde \u00e0 s\u2019arracher du som\u00admeil quand la tor\u00adpeur alour\u00addit ses membres, et mal\u00adgr\u00e9 le d\u00e9sa\u00adgr\u00e9\u00adment, il y prend plus de plai\u00adsir encore, m\u00eame si le r\u00e9veil a son\u00adn\u00e9. Comme moi, cer\u00adtain qu\u2019il valait mieux me don\u00adner \u00e0 Ton amour que de c\u00e9der \u00e0 ma concu\u00adpis\u00adcence. Mais le pre\u00admier me plai\u00adsait et me domi\u00adnait, et l\u2019autre m\u2019attirait et m\u2019encha\u00eenait. Je n\u2019avais rien \u00e0 te r\u00e9pondre quand tu deman\u00addais : Tu dors ? L\u00e8ve-toi. Rel\u00e8ve-toi des morts. Christ t\u2019illuminera. Tu affi\u00adchais par\u00adtout que Tu disais vrai et je n\u2019avais rien du tout \u00e0 r\u00e9pondre, convain\u00adcu de la v\u00e9ri\u00adt\u00e9, sinon des paroles indif\u00adf\u00e9\u00adrentes et som\u00adno\u00adlentes : oui, tout de suite\u2026 voi\u00adl\u00e0, voi\u00adl\u00e0\u2026 un petit ins\u00adtant\u2026 mais ces \u00ab tout de suite, tout de suite \u00bb n\u2019avaient jamais de suite, et le petit ins\u00adtant tra\u00ee\u00adnait en lon\u00adgueur. L\u2019homme int\u00e9\u00adrieur en moi se plai\u00adsait dans Ta loi, mais c\u2019est une autre loi dans mes membres qui lut\u00adtait contre la loi de mon intel\u00adli\u00adgence et m\u2019encha\u00eenait \u00e0 la loi du p\u00e9ch\u00e9 qui \u00e9tait dans mes membres. Oui, la loi du p\u00e9ch\u00e9, c\u2019est la vio\u00adlence de l\u2019habitude. Elle entra\u00eene et retient l\u2019esprit contre son gr\u00e9. Juste sanc\u00adtion car il se laisse faire volontairement.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ita sar\u00adci\u00adna sae\u00adcu\u00adli, velut som\u00adno asso\u00adlet, dul\u00adci\u00adter pre\u00adme\u00adbar ; et cogi\u00adta\u00adtiones, qui\u00adbus medi\u00adta\u00adbar in te, similes erant cona\u00adti\u00adbus exper\u00adgis\u00adci volen\u00adtium, qui tamen super\u00ada\u00adti sopo\u00adris alti\u00adtu\u00addine remer\u00adgun\u00adtur. et sicut nemo est, qui dor\u00admire sem\u00adper velit, omniumque sano iudi\u00adcio vigi\u00adlare praes\u00adtat, dif\u00adfert tamen ple\u00adrumque homo som\u00adnum excu\u00adtere, cum gra\u00advis tor\u00adpor in mem\u00adbris est, eumque iam dis\u00adpli\u00adcen\u00adtem car\u00adpit libentius, [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"quote","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18509","post","type-post","status-publish","format-quote","hentry","category-non-classe","post_format-post-format-quote"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18509","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=18509"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18509\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=18509"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=18509"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=18509"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}