{"id":20291,"date":"2024-01-28T16:20:06","date_gmt":"2024-01-28T15:20:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/?p=20291"},"modified":"2024-10-08T08:08:33","modified_gmt":"2024-10-08T07:08:33","slug":"20291","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/?p=20291","title":{"rendered":"angoisse, \u00e9cole, enfance, pessimisme, prepper (Nelson, The Argonauts)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>L\u2019ann\u00e9e o\u00f9 mon p\u00e8re est mort, j\u2019ai lu une his\u00adtoire \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9cole \u00e0 pro\u00adpos d\u2019un petit gar\u00ad\u00e7on qui construit des bateaux dans des fonds de bou\u00adteille. Le petit gar\u00ad\u00e7on vivait selon la maxime sui\u00advante&nbsp;: si tu arrives \u00e0 ima\u00adgi\u00adner le pire qui peut arri\u00adver, tu ne seras jamais sur\u00adpris quand \u00e7a arri\u00adve\u00adra. Ne sachant pas que cette maxime \u00e9tait la d\u00e9fi\u00adni\u00adtion exacte de l\u2019angoisse telle que don\u00adn\u00e9e par Freud (\u00ab \u201cAngoisse\u201d d\u00e9crit un \u00e9tat par\u00adti\u00adcu\u00adlier d\u2019attente ou de pr\u00e9\u00adpa\u00adra\u00adtion au dan\u00adger, m\u00eame s\u2019il est incon\u00adnu&nbsp;\u00bb), je me suis enga\u00adg\u00e9e \u00e0 la mettre en pra\u00adtique. D\u00e9j\u00e0 une \u00ab&nbsp;dia\u00adriste&nbsp;\u00bb effr\u00e9\u00adn\u00e9e, je me suis mise \u00e0 \u00e9crire des his\u00adtoires hor\u00adribles dans mes cahiers d\u2019\u00e9cole. Ma pre\u00admi\u00e8re pro\u00adduc\u00adtion \u00e9tait un court roman inti\u00adtu\u00adl\u00e9 \u00ab&nbsp;Kidnapp\u00e9e&nbsp;\u00bb, qui met\u00adtait en sc\u00e8ne ma meilleure amie Jeanne et moi, enle\u00adv\u00e9es et tor\u00adtu\u00adr\u00e9es par un couple, mari et femme, d\u00e9sax\u00e9. J\u2019\u00e9tais fi\u00e8re de mon livre-talis\u00adman, je lui avais m\u00eame des\u00adsi\u00adn\u00e9 une page cou\u00adver\u00adture enjo\u00adli\u00adv\u00e9e. Maintenant, Jeanne et moi ne pou\u00advions plus \u00eatre kid\u00adnap\u00adp\u00e9es et tor\u00adtu\u00adr\u00e9es sans qu\u2019on l\u2019ait d\u2019abord anti\u00adci\u00adp\u00e9&nbsp;! J\u2019ai donc \u00e9t\u00e9 d\u00e9con\u00adcer\u00adt\u00e9e et attris\u00adt\u00e9e quand ma m\u00e8re m\u2019a emme\u00adn\u00e9e lun\u00adcher \u00ab&nbsp;pour se par\u00adler de quelque chose&nbsp;\u00bb. Elle m\u2019a dit que ce que j\u2019avais \u00e9crit l\u2019inqui\u00e9tait et inqui\u00e9\u00adtait aus\u00adsi mon prof de sixi\u00e8me ann\u00e9e. D\u2019un coup, il deve\u00adnait clair qu\u2019il n\u2019y avait pas de quoi \u00eatre fi\u00e8re de mon his\u00adtoire, ni d\u2019un point de vue lit\u00adt\u00e9\u00adraire ni comme prophylaxie.<\/p>\n<div class=\"langue-originale\">\n<p>The year my father died, I read a sto\u00adry in school about a lit\u00adtle boy who builds ships in the bot\u00adtoms of bot\u00adtles. This lit\u00adtle boy lived by the maxim that if you could ima\u00adgine the worst thing that could ever hap\u00adpen, you would never be sur\u00adpri\u00adsed when it did. Not kno\u00adwing that this maxim was the very defi\u00adni\u00adtion of anxie\u00adty, as given by Freud (\u201c\u2018Anxiety\u2019 des\u00adcribes a par\u00adti\u00adcu\u00adlar state of expec\u00adting the dan\u00adger or pre\u00adpa\u00adring for it, even though it may be an unk\u00adnown one\u201d), I set to work culti\u00adva\u00adting it. Already an avid \u201cjour\u00adna\u00adler,\u201d I star\u00adted pen\u00adning nar\u00adra\u00adtives of hor\u00adrible things in my school note\u00adbook. My first ins\u00adtallment was a novel\u00adla tit\u00adled \u201cKidnapped\u201d that fea\u00adtu\u00adred the abduc\u00adtion and tor\u00adture of my best friend, Jeanne, and me by a deran\u00adged hus\u00adband-wife team. I was proud of my talis\u00adma\u00adnic opus, even drew an ornate cover page for it. Now Jeanne and I would never be kid\u00adnap\u00adped and tor\u00adtu\u00adred without our having fore\u00adseen it&nbsp;! I thus felt confu\u00adsed and sad\u00adde\u00adned when my mother took me out for lunch \u201cto talk about it.\u201d She told me she was dis\u00adtur\u00adbed by what I had writ\u00adten, and so was my sixth-grade tea\u00adcher. In a flash it became clear that my sto\u00adry was not some\u00adthing to be proud of, as either lite\u00adra\u00adture or prophylactic.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>L\u2019ann\u00e9e o\u00f9 mon p\u00e8re est mort, j\u2019ai lu une his\u00adtoire \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9cole \u00e0 pro\u00adpos d\u2019un petit gar\u00ad\u00e7on qui construit des bateaux dans des fonds de bou\u00adteille. Le petit gar\u00ad\u00e7on vivait selon la maxime sui\u00advante&nbsp;: si tu arrives \u00e0 ima\u00adgi\u00adner le pire qui peut arri\u00adver, tu ne seras jamais sur\u00adpris quand \u00e7a arri\u00adve\u00adra. Ne sachant pas&nbsp;[\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"quote","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[473,892,220,972,2908],"class_list":["post-20291","post","type-post","status-publish","format-quote","hentry","category-non-classe","tag-angoisse","tag-ecole","tag-enfance","tag-pessimisme","tag-prepper","post_format-post-format-quote"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20291","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=20291"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20291\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":21817,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/20291\/revisions\/21817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=20291"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=20291"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=20291"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}