J\u2019adore emp\u00ea\u00adcher mon rire d\u2019\u00e9clater. C\u2019est un cha\u00adtouille\u00adment si mer\u00adveilleux que de ne pas pou\u00advoir l\u00e2cher ce qui aime\u00adrait tel\u00adle\u00adment jaillir. J\u2019aime ce qui ne doit pas \u00eatre, ce qui doit ren\u00adtrer en moi. La chose \u00e9touf\u00adf\u00e9e en devient plus p\u00e9nible, mais aus\u00adsi plus pr\u00e9\u00adcieuse. Oui, oui, je l\u2019avoue, j\u2019aime bien \u00eatre oppri\u00adm\u00e9. Certes. Non, pas tou\u00adjours certes. Que M. Certes dis\u00adpa\u00adraisse de ma vue. Voici ce que je vou\u00adlais dire : \u00eatre obli\u00adg\u00e9 de r\u00e9pri\u00admer quelque chose, cela signi\u00adfie le faire dou\u00adble\u00adment autre part. Rien n\u2019est plus fade qu\u2019une per\u00admis\u00adsion indif\u00adf\u00e9\u00adrente obte\u00adnue rapi\u00adde\u00adment et \u00e0 bon compte. J\u2019aime bien tout m\u00e9ri\u00adter, tout conna\u00eetre par l\u2019exp\u00e9rience, et un rire, par exemple, a besoin d\u2019\u00eatre exp\u00e9\u00adri\u00admen\u00adt\u00e9. Quand je cr\u00e8ve int\u00e9\u00adrieu\u00adre\u00adment de rire, quand je ne sais plus o\u00f9 mettre toute cette poudre stri\u00addente, je sais alors ce que rire signi\u00adfie, c\u2019est alors que je ris en rieur consom\u00adm\u00e9, c\u2019est alors que j\u2019ai une repr\u00e9\u00adsen\u00adta\u00adtion par\u00adfaite de ce qui m\u2019a secou\u00e9. Il suit de l\u00e0 qu\u2019il me faut sup\u00adpo\u00adser, et me tenir fer\u00adme\u00adment \u00e0 cette convic\u00adtion, que les r\u00e8gles rendent l\u2019existence argen\u00adt\u00e9e, peut-\u00eatre m\u00eame dor\u00e9e, en un mot pleine d\u2019attraits.<\/p>\n
Ich mag mich sehr, sehr gern am Herausschallen des Lachens verhin\u00addern las\u00adsen. Das kit\u00adzelt so wun\u00adder\u00adbar : es nicht los\u00adlas\u00adsen zu d\u00fcr\u00adfen, was doch so gern heraus\u00adschie\u00dfen m\u00f6chte. Was nicht sein darf, was in mich hinab mu\u00df, ist mir lieb. Es wird dadurch pein\u00adli\u00adcher, aber zugleich wert\u00advol\u00adler, dieses Unterdr\u00fcckte. Ja ja, ich ges\u00adtehe, ich bin gern unter\u00addr\u00fcckt. Zwar. Nein, nicht immer zwar. Herr Zwar soll mir abmar\u00adschie\u00adren. Was ich sagen wollte : etwas nicht tun d\u00fcr\u00adfen, hei\u00dft, es irgend\u00adwo anders dop\u00adpelt tun. Nichts ist fader als eine gleichg\u00fcl\u00adtige, rasche, billige Erlaubnis. Ich ver\u00addiene, erfahre gern alles, und z. B. ein Lachen bedarf auch der Durch-Erfahrung. Wenn ich inner\u00adlich zers\u00adpringe vor Lachen, wenn ich kaum noch wei\u00df, wo ich all das zischende Pulver hin\u00adtun soll, dann wei\u00df ich, was Lachen ist, dann habe ich am l\u00e4che\u00adrig\u00adsten gelacht, dann habe ich eine voll\u00adkom\u00admene Vorstellung des\u00adsen gehabt, was mich ersch\u00fct\u00adterte. Ich mu\u00df dem\u00adnach unbe\u00addingt anneh\u00admen und es als feste \u00dcberzeugung auf\u00adbe\u00adwah\u00adren, da\u00df Vorschriften das Dasein ver\u00adsil\u00adbern, viel\u00adleicht sogar ver\u00adgol\u00adden, mit einem Wort reiz\u00advoll machen.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
J\u2019adore emp\u00ea\u00adcher mon rire d\u2019\u00e9clater. C\u2019est un cha\u00adtouille\u00adment si mer\u00adveilleux que de ne pas pou\u00advoir l\u00e2cher ce qui aime\u00adrait tel\u00adle\u00adment jaillir. J\u2019aime ce qui ne doit pas \u00eatre, ce qui doit ren\u00adtrer en moi. La chose \u00e9touf\u00adf\u00e9e en devient plus p\u00e9nible, mais aus\u00adsi plus pr\u00e9\u00adcieuse. Oui, oui, je l\u2019avoue, j\u2019aime bien \u00eatre oppri\u00adm\u00e9. Certes. Non, [\u2026]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"quote","meta":{"_acf_changed":false,"wp_typography_post_enhancements_disabled":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[3097,3098,1030,2850,926,3075],"class_list":["post-22059","post","type-post","status-publish","format-quote","hentry","category-non-classe","tag-adverbe","tag-concession","tag-contrainte","tag-empechement","tag-oppression","tag-vie-bonne","post_format-post-format-quote"],"acf":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22059","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22059"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22059\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22109,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22059\/revisions\/22109"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22059"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22059"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/testanonpertinente.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22059"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}