04 03 25

Long Chu, Females

The the­sis of this lit­tle book is that fema­le­ness is a uni­ver­sal sex defi­ned by self-nega­tion, against which all poli­tics, even femi­nist poli­tics, rebels. Put more sim­ply : Everyone is female, and eve­ryone hates it.

Some expla­na­tions are in order. For our pur­poses here, I’ll define as female any psy­chic ope­ra­tion in which the self is sacri­fi­ced to make room for the desires of ano­ther. These desires may be real or ima­gi­ned, concen­tra­ted or diffuse—a boyfriend’s sexual needs, a set of cultu­ral expec­ta­tions, a lite­ral pregnancy—but in all cases, the self is hol­lo­wed out, made into an incu­ba­tor for an alien force. To be female is to let someone else do your desi­ring for you, at your own expense. This means that fema­le­ness, while it hurts only some­times, is always bad for you. Its ulti­mate toll, at least in eve­ry case here­to­fore recor­ded, is death.

Clearly, this is a wild­ly ten­den­tious defi­ni­tion. It’s even more far-fet­ched if you, like me, are applying it to everyone—literally eve­ryone, eve­ry single human being in the his­to­ry of the pla­net. So it’s true : When I talk about females, I am not refer­ring to bio­lo­gi­cal sex, though I’m not refer­ring to gen­der, either. I’m refer­ring ins­tead to some­thing that might as well be sex, the way that reac­tio­na­ries des­cribe it (per­ma­nent, unchan­ging, etc.), but whose nature is onto­lo­gi­cal, not bio­lo­gi­cal. Femaleness is not an ana­to­mi­cal or gene­tic cha­rac­te­ris­tic of an orga­nism, but rather a uni­ver­sal exis­ten­tial condi­tion, the one and only struc­ture of human conscious­ness. To be is to be female : the two are iden­ti­cal.

It fol­lows, then, that while all women are females, not all females are women. In fact, the empi­ri­cal exis­tence, past and present, of gen­ders other than man and woman means that the majo­ri­ty of females are not women. This is iro­nic, but not a contra­dic­tion. Everyone is female, but how one copes with being female—the spe­ci­fic defense mecha­nisms that one conscious­ly or uncons­cious­ly deve­lops as a reac­tion for­ma­tion against one’s fema­le­ness, within the terms of what is his­to­ri­cal­ly and socio­cul­tu­ral­ly available—this is what we ordi­na­ri­ly call gen­der. Men and women must the­re­fore be unders­tood not as irre­con­ci­lable oppo­sites, or even as two poles of a spec­trum, but more sim­ply as the two most com­mon phy­la of the king­dom Females. It might be asked : if men, women, and eve­ryone else all share this condi­tion, why conti­nue to refer to it with an obvious­ly gen­de­red term like females ? The ans­wer is : because eve­ryone alrea­dy does. Women hate being female as much as any­bo­dy else ; but unlike eve­ry­bo­dy else, we find our­selves its select dele­gates.

This brings me to the second part of my the­sis : Everyone is female—and eve­ryone hates it. By the second claim, I mean some­thing like what Valerie meant : that human civi­li­za­tion repre­sents a diverse array of attempts to sup­press and miti­gate fema­le­ness, that this is in fact the impli­cit pur­pose of all human acti­vi­ty, and, most of all, that acti­vi­ty we call poli­tics. The poli­ti­cal is the sworn ene­my of the female ; poli­tics begins, in eve­ry case, from the opti­mis­tic belief that ano­ther sex is pos­sible. This is the root of all poli­ti­cal conscious­ness : the daw­ning rea­li­za­tion that one’s desires are not one’s own, that one has become a vehicle for someone else’s ego ; in short, that one is female, but wishes it were not so. Politics is, in its essence, anti-female.

This claim extends to the varie­ty of women’s move­ments in the twen­tieth and twen­ty-first cen­tu­ry that may be col­lec­ted under the name of femi­nist poli­tics ; in fact, the conscious dis­co­ve­ry that being female is bad for you might be des­cri­bed as quin­tes­sen­tial­ly femi­nist. Perhaps the oldest right-wing accu­sa­tion brought by men and other women against femi­nists, whe­ther they deman­ded civic equa­li­ty or anti-male revo­lu­tion, was that femi­nists were real­ly asking, quite sim­ply, not to be women any­more. There was a ker­nel of truth here : Feminists didn’t want to be women any­more, at least under the exis­ting terms of socie­ty ; or to put it more pre­ci­se­ly, femi­nists didn’t want to be female any­more, either advo­ca­ting for the abo­li­tion of gen­der alto­ge­ther or pro­po­sing new cate­go­ries of woman­hood unen­cum­be­red by fema­le­ness. To be for women, ima­gi­ned as full human beings, is always to be against females. In this sense, femi­nism opposes miso­gy­ny pre­ci­se­ly inas­much as it also expresses it.

Or maybe I’m just pro­jec­ting.